Always Cherish What You Have

Surprised Cs-ing

2008-09-23T10:17:00.002+08:00

Elo... Back to blog blog blog... I realised my blog is so empty... Anyway my blog not for people to read, more like a diary for me to read as I continue my life journey..

Went home rather shacked yesterday, probably not enough sleep, because I helped my brother Ervin with his roadshow dismantling.. Did not help much though... Still get 50 bucks... Sigh... So worried he not enough money...

Anyway so bored at home nothing to do, got trashed at DOTA, so switched to CZ, surprised saw so many pros there... Below are the people from XOL... many people hate this clan, but I find them quite ok, better than R][P, 'crab' clan... Saw Godfather, Saint, Krispy Kreme,Tyco, Fender and Warcry...

Was happily playing when someone said 'Polar Bear, are you Tian Lung?' I was stunned.. I replied 'Yeah, who are you?' He replied, ' 121 Sgt Leong'. OMG! Lol... Sgt Leong also will play CZ de... And he pawned me once at CT spawn lor, camping style lol... Not bad le wor, cos' he not a CZ enthusiast... He left a short while, wished can play with him again...

This Friday Ervin wanted us to go pubbing with him.. Dunno man... Money always seems to flow out... What should I do?

Befuddled PoLaR BeAr

What A Saturday...

2008-09-21T06:49:00.001+08:00

OO Hello.. Blog a while... Must update update mah... Of course don't be like Rain lor, so siao onz 1.. Never do much today... Have initial plans to go out with my JC friends, but no one wants to plan, I also very tired. So in the end got dismissed. Rot whole day at home, nothing to do, been playing CZ, then switched to CSS, then to Dota... Typical me.. This is how I cycled my games to ensure I don't get bored.

Late at night, not much programme to watch too.. Ensure my mother went to bed soundly before I continued my game... Nico Bro wanted me to play Dota with him.. Relented nevertheless... Hard to find someone who has same passion as you nowadays..Played till now, before I decided to blog a little... Received surprised sms from Adeline and Gui Qi to go down for Evelyn's birthday celebration, but think I will give it a miss... Seriously broke... Dunno what more can I do... Sebastian also told me to make myself available on 31st October for squadron anniversary... WHEE! I missed Ng MT, Tay PL, and people I really cannot forget during my stay in 121 Sqn...Going down to eat breakfast... Ciao dear peeps out there... Keep you guys updated of any activities...

Rain's 21st B'day

2008-09-10T16:37:00.008+08:00

Hi all out there... Finally have the spare capacity to go blogging again... Everytime reached home so tired... Life has been like that since the official launch of iPhone. It's only today I felt the excruciating pain from my spine that I decided to take medical leave. Since I got nothing better to do, might as well do some blogging, since someone on IRC said my blog is nice... Though I seriously don't feel so...

These few weeks have been going out damn frequently, from S11 clan chalet to IRC gathering to meeting up army friends... Life has never been so busy for me... Especially when your social circle gets wider.

Anyway recently my cz clan has been through many ups and downs, nearly on the verge of disbanding... Feeling sad, but I am a mere member, what more can I do? My 2 dear brothers Version and Ervin have put in so much effort to try talk Meepok(Clan Leader) round, but to no avail. Just hoping he will come down for Rain 21st b'day, but since he wanted to show such attitude, we will give up on him...

What should I buy for Rain? Necklace? Voucher? OMFG! Come on dude, Rain is not a typical Singaporean girl you will find. Her tastes differ a lot from other girls... Vouchers sound good... But not much sincerity also... So in the end, I thought of something that can give out a sense of maturity in her, to make up for her 'emoism'. P.E.R.F.U.M.E. Moreover I needed to go Chinatown Point to submit my timesheet... I accompanied Jenny there. Cos' we take turns to submit our timesheets, so transportation and time wise can save up quite a bit. Not very nice to throw her there alone, so walked with her. She wanted to look around for some cheap stuffs... She even rebuked she is an auntie... ZZZ... Who won't want cheap things? I don't want cheap lor, I want free!

I am unsure of the way around Chinatown, so Jenny brought me around. Minutes later we bade each other goodbye and I went into the perfume shop. I tested out a few samples, and imagine what smell will suit Rain... I imagined for near 20 minutes before I bought it. Rain, what I want to say is your Mr.Right is not there by your side yet, so let this little present of mine be able to give out something that you lacked.

After that chiong MRT to Tampines, sat bus 29, stopping at Cranwell Road. Ulu Ulu de, ambience not nice also... Cranwell Bungalow... What a name LOL! Reached there, balonglong don't know what can I do, all looked strangers to me. Saw someone I should not see... Want to puke, luckliy I came with an empty stomach... Watched TV, while waiting for Version to come... He came about 9 pm, and we chatted, waiting for Ah Chua to come before we tucked in... He came quite late, never took note of the time too, in the end we managed to talk to Rain, and as she talked, tears welled up in her eyes... Don't cry please... We talked till NoisyChild came... We are all S11 members, but yesterday first time saw NoisyChild... Busy dude, no choice, THINK LIKE ME MEH! Chiong taxi home, for fear my mother rant at me... Luckily she did not... Slowly felt she is not that tight, stringent on me anymore, and I felt awkward. This is the freedom she granted me I guessed, even past few days my outings I came back 6 am in the morning, not a word she complained...

Looking forward to Saturday, play basketball with Rain Version and Ah Chua... Feeling moody at times, I am 21 this year, but not 1 girl fancy me... Begin to wonder if I should lead a bachelor life... Getting despondent, but not desperate, getting hopeless but definitely not giving up. I knew I can do it, it's all how I gonna perservere...

Anyway these are some pictures taken with my army friends at Downtown East KBox, with Sammuir iPhone...

The MIA Boy

2008-07-27T14:19:00.002+08:00

Ehh.. I am terribly sorry, MIA for so long.. These few months have been slacking at home, not doing anything productive... 24-7 gaming non stop... Electricity consumption rising to giddy heights... Cooped myself at home, play, eat and sleep...

Finally got myself a job at Singtel. Temporary job though, hourly pay rate of $7/h. Basically my job scope is to process sales orders for MIO plans. People there are all generally nice, pretty easy to get along... Saving hard my money now, pretty delighted to see my bank account loading with money...

I realised that I have not kept in touch with my friends since I started my intensive gaming... Miss them a lot, especially my army friends, who had gone through thick and thin with me... Many desires now, including getting myself a suitable girl... It is hard, seriously hard...

-1st August (Mei I want my Oreo Cheesecake!)
-9th August (Organising a family steamboat, and watching NDP at the same time)
-15th August (My CS Clan first chalet)
-Somewhere in December (Hope to meet up with Michelle, a friend I made in Cabal)

Also finally met up with Jayme, a friend whom I met in IRC. We chatted heartily yesterday, and I promise I will go cycling with you someday...

I promise to update my blog entries more often, as I often find myself having little time for my leisure time... Is this a typical life of a Singaporean?

Despondent PoLaR BeAr

Outing With My JC Friends

2008-05-05T05:01:00.004+08:00

Hi all... Recently busy working, not much time for relaxation... So evident no time for blogging right? Anyway, working in a car sensor company now, very stressed indeed... Never feel happy working there... Always get scolded for no apparent reason... Haiz... Still miss my army days, where I was showered with so much love and concern... Life has never been that good in 121 Sqn...

Anyway back to main topic.. I was working on an alternate Saturday basis, so I told Edmund that there is a possibility that I may not make it for the lunch at Breeks... So he shifted the reservation time to 1300 H instead of 1200 H...

Immediately after work I made my way to Marina Square, with Mark's help of course... I Singapore bumpkin la no choice... I called Terrence and he said Breeks was at basement level... So I went basement and realised that it is a carpark... Lol... Luckily I managed to locate Bernard... He was looking desperately for an ATM machine... It was just so funny, looking at his lost face...

I reached there soon after, and began placing my order, upon seeing the guys had finished their main course, just waiting for me... The service there not really satisfactory... The people there seemed to me all act busy like that... Really infuriating waiting for my order... My spaghetti was served only half hour later, so I slurped the food... I finished within 5 minutes... We 'crab' for near half an hour... Talking about the good old JC days... About Mr Nordin etc... We ate our dessert soon after, before planning for a PART II... Initially wanted to go Swensen for some desserts, but Rahi last minute said he not going.... Basket... He somemore so enthusiastic, asking who wanted to go...

So after he left, we are left with Edmund, Terrence, Alex, Fauzie, Ming Zhi, Shabbir and Bernard... Initially wanted to watch 'Iron Man', but some said they have something on, and was afraid they may not make it... So in the end we decided to go bowl... Unfortunately the bowling alley was booked for some touranament, so we dismissed the idea and went to the poolhouse cum arcade centre opposite...They all opened a table while I and Bernard played Time Crisis...

Bernard very pro I must say, haha, scored quite a number of headshots... We played till beads of perspiration flowed down our cheeks... Wow... Never played tillthis intense before... After a round we played pool for three rounds, before closing table and went back to arcade gaming... Haha... We had great fun I must say....

We bade goodbye after everyone played enough... Nice gathering I must say, at least we managed to keep one another updated of what is happening around us... Looking forward to more of such outings....

Lots Of Love
PoLaR BeAr

Finally The Day Has Come

2008-04-19T08:50:00.004+08:00

Guys... Finally ORD with my pink IC already... I was so excited... So went breakfast with Rong Jin at Joon's.... We ordered Nasi Lemak with additional dish top-ups... We ate and chit-chatted, while awaiting for our pilots to do a ground running change at the dispersal... Lol... He said he never see the process before, and will love to see it for himself... I remarked that it is something normal, just like how the pilots came out of the aircraft... He wanted to treat me for this meal, saying it was my last day here... So touched, anyway I rejected his treat... I hate the idea of treating people... And he was also not exceptionally rich, with a meagre NSF pay...

Yesterday was also not my last day, it was also Cpt Teck Chye's last day... So we planned for a 'Operation Rooster' (his tactical callsign is Rooster) before he leave us for FIC course at Pearce... So yesterday Sgt Jack and company went out to buy the 'stuff'... We were all so eager... Fortunately I never 'kena', because I was in military No.3 uniform...

Anyway his flight landed around 1600 H, so we waited patiently for him to walk in to squadron, everything was ready... The concoction, strings, the guys, all on 'standby'... Even the onlookers...

The concoction consisted of soya bean sauce, flour, pepper, and not forgetting our afternoon left over SFI food... Lol... There are some more inside, I am not too sure... We also bought eggs and flourescent light (Or is it phosphorous light?)

Upon stepping into squadron door, we raped him by stripping him all the way down, leaving only his brief as his sole protection from the torture... Then we carried him to his USO office, placed him on the table, and pour the phosphorous liquid on his entire body, of course not forgetting his brief... Wat is most happening is we took pictures of him with light on... Then we switched off the light, and his blody glowed so brightly... Man... How sexy he looked... Wakakakaka.... U guys should have seen it... So spectacular! Next we carried him to the back of the squadron, where we tied him to the fence with a strong string... He was already shouting 'let me die please, I don't feel like living already!' We ignored his plea and went along as planned... We hurled eggs at him, and don't underestimate the strength of an egg shell... It is certainly very strong... So we 'piak piak piak' non stop, and he can kick the egg somemore, as his final struggle to defend himself... It was really so funny... I and Rong Jin laughed non stop... Then we pour the concoction on him, followed by flour... He looked so 'koo koo' then...

We then set him free, and while washing up for him with a water hose, we asked for his opinion, he said, 'my private part really very pain!, think ants bit me...' Lol... wait long ah! It is the phosphorous liquid acting up boy! After his Bird Bath operation, he ran around chasing people to hug, hoping to stain us in the process.... Ah Leong always 'kena' chased by him, eventually he still 'kena'...

He went to wash up while the crew awaited for his debrief... Immediately after the debrief, we said, 'Mess lor!' Then we chiong to the Mess for pure fun... Mee Siam was served, and we played pool for about 1.5 hours before proceeding to KTV... We also played the finger guessing game with the bar girls... One was quite hot I must say... And we kept pressing Teck Chye to drink more... I feel he should... From a U/C pilot to a successful Unit Safety Officer, he certainly need some form of encouragement... I never drink alcohol, and because of him, I drank about 2 cans... I can stand no longer... Felt high and nauseous at the same time... Also started to feel emotional... I cried... I felt very sad, to leave the people there... I had never felt the emptiness this strong... I am proceeding to the next chapter of my life, but I cannot forget the people here... The memories, good and bad, will always be with me... Yesterday, Sammuir, Ah Leong, Sebastian, Sean, Teck Chye, Edward, Marcus and Wang Wang stayed to about 2230 H...

In the end, Sebastian sent me home, and many thanks brother! If not I would have puked on the bus... Band of Brothers....=P

Ok, gotta PS soon... Still need to find myself a job, stay funky to my blog readers out there...

Mike Tango my Brothers!
PoLaR BeAr

A Brand New Start For Me

2008-04-12T15:58:00.003+08:00

Oh man... Really sorry guys... I had not blogged for so long... Really busy these days... Busy? How busy is an ORD personnel? Somebody will ask... Well... Busily downloading games I guess.. So long nvr go online also, so as to increase the bandwidth of the downloads... Lol... Lame right... Bo pian... Sign up budget Singnet plan...

Anyway got my pay on the 10th Apr... Was so shocked, because I got only $300, instead of the usual $420... I was so infuriated... I know the SAF won't cheat such money, but I want to know what is the reason behind this... Upon reaching squadron, I asked my colleagues... I was satisfied with the reason they gave... Sian... cannot go out also... Left with $80 after deducting my crew room fund, which I have owed for the past 6 months, and the premium of my investment insurance... Minus my handphone bill... $50? Lol... Never felt so desperate before... But heck la, hope can find a job as soon as possible...

Another route for me will be to study radiography at Nanyang Polytechnic... The course fees are funded for, and on top of that, you will also have monthly allowance... This is a cool option, first I can concentrate on my studies without having to worry, and secondly I can save money and also pay off my insurance... Anyway I am leaving my options open... Till the day comes for me to make a decision...

Yesterday went out with my pilots and loadmasters for maybe the last outing... I really love them to bits... Some people are leaving also, so we planned this outing, to catch up old times... I was surprised so many turned up... Me, Ah Leong, Marcus, Sammuir, Teck Chye, Edward and his spouse, Sebastian and Elmo... We planned for a KTV outing, so long never sing already... Sammuir drove, which was lucky for me... Not going to chiong taxi again... So sucky... We reached there about 7.30, but saw no one... Along the way, they said postponed to 8 pm... TMD...

We called Elmo, and he said he and company at Maxwell Food Centre... I had initial plan to go over there, but Sammuir dismissed the idea, saying it is too far... Ended up we ate dessert at Lau Pa Sa... It was about 1 km from the Partyworld KTV...

We sang very happily... Crabbing non stop... We sang till about 0030 - 0100 before deciding to go have a bowl... I was rather excited, because I have never bowl all my life... We intended to go to Marina Bay, but the first person upon reach the destination, told us that it had closed down... Funny I must say, along the way got road block... So the traffic police asked Sammur, who is driving, " Why your partner never put on seat belt? " Apparently I am a law - abider, so never got caught... Lol... Because the seat belt faulty, has sent for repair... Sammuir so adept at answering the traffic police... Can see he quite professional... Haha...

We decided to then go to Marina Square to play... And luckily for us, Marcus has the SAFRA card... So got discount.... We played two rounds, and my bowling skills really suck big time... Got two 'tyco' strike, other than that all go in drain... End up I the lowest... 48 points only... Lol... We were getting real hungry then, so we proceeded to Lavender Food Centre for supper... Partially we chose that place because it will be easier to disperse from there... Considering some lived in the East, some in the West... We ate 'Bak Chor Mee', and I was so so hungry... (From breakfast never eat till that time) I ordered extra noodles... We 'talk cock sing song' till 0330 H before bidding one another goodbye and RTB (return to base)

I really love this outing... Unfortunately Teck Chye going to Australia for FIC course, and I also leaving... Ah Leong leaving this August, and Elmo leaving next year... Feeling sad and many 'She Bu De'...

Many Misses
PoLaR BeAr

E-Mart Crazy Shopping Cum Dedication to Besties....

2008-03-25T19:35:00.006+08:00

Finally back! I am going to start afresh.... Like a new blog post... I am not gonna think of her anymore... It only hurts me deeper and deeper... I am now worried about my future... What lies ahead of me... Really so uncertain, yet so thrilling... It may be this yearning for a new day to come that spurs me to move on with my life... Moreover, I am 14 days to my ORD date... Gimme 5 guys! Lil imp... Ur Ah Keong still army wor~ Don't jealous of me and disturb me ah! Haha...

So eager I was, I pestered Sgt James to fetch me around the freaking airbase with the GP Car to settle my ORD clearance... I was reluctant to engage his help, because of the extra fuel he had to pay... He is my dear dear brother... In the end, he was able to drive the GP Car... Haha... Since Mindef paying for the fuel, so utilised it la... Haha...

Singapore really seems to me as it is under desertification... So hot and scorching, the Sun, I think I would have give up... Brother James, you motivated me! We finished everything by 1 and a half hour... Then lastly went to visit Aunty Jenny, partially doing my clearance and also to clear my E-Mart credits... I thought I had $300++, but ended up only $132... Wa lao... $132 do what sia! So bought a No.3 shoes, because I may need to use it when I work next time... Bought a scandal, the colour quite sexy... It caught my eyes, black with blue streaks... Bought a New Balance sports shoe... Revamp the shoes too... Relatively attention seeking compared to the older ones... Haha... Also saw 3 towels, and 4 ply of toilet paper... Then happily went back to squadron... Upon reaching the squadron entrance, people all laughed at me for buying so many ply of toilet paper... Zzz... I am just being realistic can or not? Basic neccessities just buy la, why the hesitation?

Quite happy and carefree, my clearance form one quarter done le... Also went to Changi Medical Centre to draw my blood for any signs of HIV... People today treated me 'exceptionally' well... Probably because I gonna leave 121 le... It is nice being carefree, to be free from worries pertaining to aircraft, but the rapport I built with the people... Sigh.... Even the people that I used to detest so much has dissolved into love and care... 'Always Cherish What You Have'... My long term slogan that will never die...

Special thanks to :
Leong, James and Sammuir (forever my best brothers), they accompanied me along the way throughout my NS life, my ups and downs, and I am eternally grateful...
Shengda and Jun Hao (my companions, not as close though) to play with me table soccer and Sheng Da, without your 'crab', life in squadron won't be meaningful...
Former Air Ops Specialist (Lionel), though we did not see eye to eye in the past, we went through thick and thin together, allowing me to be where I am today...
Major Leong and Major Chris, you guys rock... I regarded you all as my friends, as well as a 'father'... Not hesitating to shower your love on us... I will never ever forget 'you' guys...
Master Ng MT, 1SG Wang TL, Lta Sebastian (Days never dull with you around)...
Ltc Tay PL (Thanks for your guidance, I appreciate your care and concern, when I was dubious about what lies ahead of me) and many others...

People always say that NS life is a waste of time, and only rant at it... But I seriously find it otherwise... I felt it has somehow mould my personality, to be a confident person, to be able to handle changes with ease, to seek betterment and perfection... I know there will be many encounters I cannot remember, but for the remaining, I will bring it together with me, to motivate me when I was down, to marvel at it when I am happy, till the day I die...

PS : Recently heard some songs by Aska Yang, I loved his voice... Too bad not able to find on Imeem... T_T

Love all around
PoLaR BeAr

Makan With My Besties At Block 85

2008-03-17T20:56:00.009+08:00

Last night I cannot really sleep well... Probably slept too much? The iced coffee I drank before I retired, or the things that kept churning in my mind.... Suddenly just thought of her, realised I missed her so much, yet the feeling is so hard to describe... I lied on top of my bed, tossed and turned for the next 4 1/2 hours... I wanted to find someone to chat, to pour out my yearn that is so constricting, as if engulfing my entire soul... I wanted to call her, but at the same time not wanting to disturb her ....

I managed to catch 40 winks only after around 3.20 am (approximately), and my mother waked me up at 4.30 am to accompany her downstairs... Despite the many reluctance I had in my mind, I forced myself up... 4.30 am... Alone and desolate.... This feeling has never struck me for so long, and I guess I must not do this to my mother, so I forced a smile, and walked along with her, hand in hand.... I walked back to the lift door, felt the chill in the spine.... Wild cats glaring at me with unmentionable hatred... I can bear no longer...

I reached home, gave her a call to assure her I am safe and sound, before sleeping again... Again I started to think... Her unforgettable face I recalled in the theatre(The face that makes me laugh, the face that makes me want to look at her again)... I wanted to cherish her, but it just seemed impossible... I shut my eyes, relaxed my body, and let the darkness lead me to wonderland....

I woke up at time 6.50 am, shocked that I was damn late... My mother had told me not to doze off, but my lazy mind refused to absorb what she said... I chased Bus. 14, in which I will alight at Tanah Merah MRT Station for a bus transfer to my airbase... While chasing, one of my shoes flew off... Scornful remarks hurled at me... I chose to ignore. The selfish bus sped off without waiting for me...

I reached airbase 5 minutes late, and a warrant officer caught me for having untidy bearing.... Ok... My fault, a thousand apologies... While changing pass, met Cpt Chia... He offered to drive me in... Finally a samaritan I murmured...

It was 8.15 when I arrived at squadron gate... Everything seemed normal... People still 'crab' around... I finished everything before 12 pm, 'crab' around with the loadmasters... Count-down my ORD date, deducting my leaves, Good Friday & weekends, I am left with 19 days... Finally something that really gay up my day...

I boasted around with this no.19, and with much discussion, come to a decision that a karaoke outing will be cool... I wanted to ask her out, but I am not sure if she will like the idea, because some of my friends are smokers... Surprisingly majority supported my idea of having this karaoke outing... Probably on Friday night... Sgt Leong (my bestie), Marcus, Sebastian, Sammuir, Sheng Da, Jun Hao, Olsen and praying James will tag along... Reckon they will be shacked out, because some of them are flying (Port Blair Detachment)... Anyway they are cool with it...

We got a call from Mdm Kristin, that there is an impromptu call stating Chief Of Air Force coming down to 121 SQN for some discussions... Nothing shall be mentioned here... So I and Rong Jin got our stuffs ready and headed home... Feeling gloomy then, so asked Sgt Leong to accompany me watched movie.. A bit odd right? People thought we gays... But no... I really like her.... One and only her...

I and Sammuir then accompanied Ah Leong go Sheng Siong buy some stuffs required for Port Blair trip... Because I was in RSAF uniform, we dismissed the idea of lan-gaming (except Safra), but thought eating dinner will be better, at the very least Sammuir can eat with us... He no longer the Dota gamer we used to know... -_-

We reached Blk 85 Market 20 minutes later, and went around ordering sambal stingray, oyster omelette, and BBQ chicken wings... For beverages, it was sugarcane drink with 2 slices of fresh lemon... We spent about $32.20 on these food, and whacked at it... Never had this sense of satisfaction for so long.... I truly missed it...

Soon after we felt the fill in our stomach, we started to 'talk cock sing song' for close to 45 minutes before bidding one another goodbye... Because of that warrant officer, I had no choice but to go to a barber for a hair-cut... I understand his plight, and I do not want him to be in a difficult position, and neither do I want my ORD date to be affected... Anyway, I slept throughout the cut, just so sleepy, did not notice that my hair-cut sort of went sideways... The Malay barber he was so kind-hearted, he did not want to wake me up, so he tried means and ways to get the best style... Thanks a million... GEMS? (Go The Extra Mile For Service)

I am going to retire for the night... So tired from all these thoughts...

PS : I really miss you, and I really love you... I just need some guidance from you to make me go the extra mile for you, no matter how far the distance is... All I ever need from you is to open up your heart a little, and let me take away your pain and sorrow...

Tired & Crest-fallen
PoLaR BeAr

1st Outing with Rain & Mini Gathering with Army Friends...

2008-03-16T06:05:00.003+08:00

Err... 1 week since I last blogged? Ya... Think so... What is the time now? Hmm... 0610 H... Here I am blogging, and hearing Gary Cao's new album 'Super Sunshine'... His songs just so nice, not as peculiar as his previous albums... Lol... And also 'thumbs up' for Li Sheng Jie's latest album 'Shou Fang Zi Ru'... Very nice...

Back to main topic... My mother cooked my favourite 'chicky rice', with her home made ground chilli-padi... It tasted wonderful I must say... Not bad a cook... Muahahaha... I ate 2 plates one go... Oooops... Eat so much! Heck la... Let Nature Takes Its Course... So I went to shower right after my lunch... Erm, because I was sick past few days, I did not bathe yesterday... Water just outta for me... I got everything ready by 3.30 pm, and rushed out... I meeting Rain, Edison and Co, time 4 pm at Vivocity, but she mentioned she will be late... So I relaxed, because I was also late, waiting for the damn Bus 30... Interval so long...

I reached PSA when Edison called me, saying he will be going over to Chinatown directly, meeting Jun Hao... So angry I was for telling me so last minute, I sort of screwed him... I forgot that PSA is so near Vivocity... Lol... So I called him back, telling him to wait a while at Harbourfront MRT, while I directed Rain to meet up...

Ok, all settled in the end, with I, Rain, Shi Hui and Edison, we set off for Chinatown... Edison told me that there is a restaurant that caters Indian vegetarian food, so I will like to give it a shot, trying out if the food is nice... I told Rain before we left house of the gameplan, she stated that she cannot handle spicy food well, however she was OK with it... So just press lor...

We reached there about 5.30 pm - 6 pm, not really sure though, and soon later Edison girlfriend (forgot her name) came... We found out to our dismay that the restaurant not opened... So we aimlessly do some window-shopping... We came across many shops... Selling exotic stuffs and ornaments... We then went to ''Hello Kitty shop', so many 'pink' items for sale... Bet she will like it... She loves pink... Lol...

We chanced upon a shop selling 'guys' stuff, and saw 3-4 gays talking... And what shocked me was one of the gays was holding a red brief (Edison and girlfriend saw it), and was sniffing so deeply... (I saw a red female lingerie) WTF! Fucking gays...
Gays out there, let me tell you, don't let me catch you harassing me, or I swear to enrage you with my POLAR BEAR FURY! I MEAN IT!!! FAGGOTS! U ALL IRK ME!!

We 'crab' along the way, before meeting Jun and Shi Hui at 1st level... (Also dunno where they go) Saw them 'colouring' their watch strap, see till blur blur... We went in the restaurant, and was greeted by warm smiles all around... The smell of the spices sort of awakened me, and the ambience looked nice... The light was orange and dimly lighted, basically the feel of an Indian restaurant was there... Food was also not bad... And Edison told me 5 bucks per pax... Wow!!! People there all relatively amicable,and coupled with the sincerity, I was satisfied... C'mon guys... Ambience, free flow of food and nice hospitality at $5! Tell me where you all can find... However the girls got turned off... Rain played safe, she chose a few dishes nia... Felt sad and worried for her... Sorry wor~ The Shu Hui lagi funny, 70 % of the time poking at the food... You all should have seen her expression.... Muahahaha... Then this 'droopie boy'(Jun Hao), see no one ate the crackers, placed the leftovers nicely on Edison's plate, when Edison was busily taking his 2nd serving... So when he came back he was like ' WTF I still got so much food ah?' expression... Lol... Surprisingly I ate 1 serving only, probably laughing at Edison's lame jokes... Somemore lagi racist sia.... Constantly remind him to mantain high situation awareness, or bear the dire consequences...

We intended to go KBox right after dinner, but Edison's girlfriend got sore throat, and I also just recovered from my flu... If go KBox confirm jio Ah Leong and maybe James... In the end, we voted to watch cinema, and heard that 'The Orphanage' not bad... So we went to book our seats.... God damn knows that there is a long queue behind... By the time it reached our turn, the tickets all sold out, left only 6 in front... They said don't want, after watch till neck ache, moreover horror movie... So we booked the 1.40 am ticket hastily, without much consideration... Only after buying it then we realised that this decision not really cool.... But too late, after beating around the bush, we cannot refund but only allowed to change timing, and few seats left... So we dismissed the idea lor...

Really 'crabby', we dunno wat we do also for the next 5 hours, soon after Olsen came, and we walk around.... Halfway feel the need to 'output'... So pang seh Rain go toilet... Sia suay sia... Go out with girl only 'output' liao... Actually not bad, we managed to rot for 1 hour+ in the food court, talking nonsense, and with Edison fully utilised! Lol... Then his girlfriend wanted to play pool, so we went along with her... Wah... I really felt so sad, my skills... All not there le... No placing, white ball potted, side spin also never compensate properly, all missed... Kao... Think I can sell my personal cue le... What type of pool player am I? T_T... Luckily got Shu Hui to humour me, and amuse me with her 'cute' shots... Lol... We played for near 1 hour? In the end Olsen and Jun Hao paid for the session.... Thanks guys!

We then proceeded to the arcade to chill chill... Rain wanted to play Initial D 3, but there is only version 4... She claimed that gameplay different.... So she doesn't want to play... We hanged around for a while before proceeding to F&B counter to buy some 'niap niap'... I not feeling hungry, so never buy... So unfair, some people can eat so much and they won't bulge... Sian...

'The Orphanage' is a nice show to catch, horror with some gore I believe... Some scenes were disturbing, and fortunately I emptied my bladder before entering the theatre... Although I never shouted once, nor freaked out, every time something happened, I will feel my lungs shoot out from my mouth... Then shiver running down my spine.... In the end, the mother died, together with the ghost kiddos....Despite the horror, I felt sad that such ending was given... And what amazed me was the undeniable fact she sacrificed herself, the undying motherly love she showered on her 'abducted' son... Really felt sad.... This movie reminded me of 'Flight Plan' starring Jodie Foster... She managed to find her lost son despite everyone's perception that she is mentally ill and that her son never exists at all..

Eveything ended abruptly, and we bade goodbye... And I and Shu Hui sat Night Rider home.... I never knew of such bus service... Lol... We chatted along the way, and met a lunatic on board the bus... He was singing to himself... Lol...

Gonna catch 40 winks... Very tired....

Lots of Love
PoLaR BeAr

Free-IQTest.net

2008-03-11T16:23:00.002+08:00

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

Took an IQ Test today, from one of my friend's blog... Rain, You want challenge me right? See my score? Muahahaha... Not so high la, but still above average... Haha... Let's see who the winner ah!

PoLaR BeAr

Fiona's Birthday At Swissotel Merchant Court

2008-03-09T19:44:00.004+08:00

Wow, it has been 1 week since I visited my blog, come home bathe, eat and sleep... Zzz... Life has never been as boring as this.... Anyway I also want to congratulate Lionel for his good grades in his A's, A, B & D...

Actually want to go IT Fair, see if there are any things I can find... I forgot that today's Fiona's birthday... Lol... Took a train down, and reached Clarke Quay Mrt approximately half hour later...

I was damn surprised that Swissotel Merchant Court just opposite the station, thought must walk a distance there... On my way there, I chanced upon a newlywed couple taking pictures near the Singapore River.... It was just so romantic... I smiled at them and walked on... I walked circle and circle inside the place, unsure where my friends are, just when I was about to call Terrence, Fiona shouted out to me... She led me there, and along the way, I wished her happy birthday in advanced... She dressed up pretty well I must say, with good fashion sense...

Sock Geok's grandmother passed on, while Alex cannot make it as he was down with diarrhoea... So that brings down the total pax to 6... Mingzhi was late, because he was circling around the ECP... Lol... So while waiting for Ming Zhi, we started off with some sushi, coupled with various other finger food... We chatted about Fiona, about university life, and every other things under the sun... I never took notice what time Mingzhi arrived, he is forever tardy... However, his presence really spiced up our conversation, and we ate, same time waiting for Fiona's birthday cake to be ready... We took some group photos, and I will try to grab from Fiona.... Ok?

Everything ended about 3 pm, and I re-iterate 'about'... I was 'crab' la, my handphone low battery life still don't know.... Hence I was lost about the timeline... Lol...

After that, we felt bored, so I, Terrence and Mingzhi proceeded to Parkway Centre for a game of pool.. The girls all lived in the East, so we 6 cramped in his cosy car... Ok la, should say 'they 5', cos I was sitting in the front seat.... Muahahaha... Tell you, it is good to be fat wor~ U got so much privileges skinny people don't have... Lol... Joking...

Along the way, Mingzhi drove recklessly, and the girls felt nauseous...Lol... There was some construction works undergoing at the side od the road, and he nearly knocked down the cones... Zzz... The girls were right... How he managed to pass his driving test? The girls became our GPS (Global Positioning System), directing us to our destination... Girls nowadays just so capable...

We bade the girls goodbye before going to the pool house... I was relatively eager, because it has been ages since I play pool... Half a year? Hmm... I felt very weird holding the cue stick, and shots made were all crooked... Ball placing need not say la, 'lagi worse'... I want to take some snapshots one, but my handphone down!!! Tmd! We played till about 5.30 before Mingzhi said he needed to go meet his girlfriend...

Before I left home, my mother instructed me to buy some fishcakes for Monday's breakfast, so I went to Parkway Parade's Giant, along with Terrence... At the basement of Parkway Parade, we saw numerous booths displaying various ornaments, bracelets, and art-related items... The items there all relatively cheap, except for the jewellery booth... Terrence said he wanted to slim down, so he told me that he ate only fruits at night... Oh man... How the hell he achieved that? He bought himself some Philipines bananas, and we parted outside Fish & Co... I sat a shuttle bus back to Bedok Interchange... Lol...

Now here I am, sitting here, blogging, and I have not eaten... I wanted to try, to slim a little... Better don't let my sister know, or she will mock at me again... Cos, I just don't have the determination.... Just try la ah, no harm trying.... Guys! Support me ok?

PS : Tired sia, getting old, cannot move much, eyes shutting down, seeing nothing but my shutting eyelids.... Hungry also, and surviving not on fruits... But on the Mentos I bought from the provision shop... Don't you know Polar Bear don't survive on fruits?

Lots of Love
PoLaR BeAr

Our Squadron Activated For JI Manhunt

2008-03-03T19:38:00.005+08:00

Aiyo, today quite shacked day for the entire squadron... On top of the daily ops tasking sorties that we must fly, we also get activated by tasking unit to fly, in search for the missing JI leader... Muahahaha.... Dude, don mess with Singapore security system ok? We are not to be trifled with, or 'Total Defence' won't be instilled in us every year!

Peeps out there, please assist to look out for the wanted criminal.... And render assistance whenever possible... Also take note he may be armed now, and possibly scared and alone, he may get erratic...

Meanwhile please do not let an extremist affect our daily lives... So stay funky!!!

Lots Of Love
PoLaR BeAr

Dota Outing With Sgt Leong..

2008-03-02T14:27:00.004+08:00

Hey... Realised I want to blog again... Notice that the frequency of updating my blog is higher now... Lol... Yesterday feeling a little bored, so Ah Leong 'jio' me go play Dota... My money not much left in the bank, so I was hesitating whether to go or not... In the end, I gave him my word, to play with him, though not staying very late.... I don't want to 'chiong' taxi again... That feeling really sucks big time.... Lol...

I reached Park Mall about 8.30 pm, and I saw no one in sight... So I rang Leong up, asking for his 'posit'... He said," I at Sing Ho Chicken Rice! Located at the shophouse left of Paradiz!" So I could not find the place because I was at Park Mall...

I was really a Singapore bumpkin lor!!! Parklane and Park Mall also mixed up.... But never mind... Learn from your mistakes... So I headed for Hotel Rendezvous, and eventually found my way to Parklane... I reached there close to 9 pm, and walked around the shopping centre... There is a massage parlour, a bar, maybe more, I don't know, and don't want to know.... Along the way, I saw a group of gals staring at me... I made no effort to look back at them and walked on... I was also meeting Nico and company for Dota... That will be nice... 4V4...

Soon after touring the place, Leong and company came.... We introduced ourselves, then proceeded to Evolution for lan-gaming... We played many rounds, all lost, though I killed a great deal of opponents... I use Anti-Mage, Spiritbreaker, Faceless Void... I owned with Anti-Mage, with score of 15-3...Faceless Void I fared well... 16-8... Spiritbreaker not really good, and Silencer I was feeding all the way... Muahahaha..

By the time everything ended, it was near 3.30 am in the morning... So we bidded one another goodbye before 'tompang' You Jie's taxi home... They all great guys la I must say....

I reached home about 4 am, and went to bed after a hot steam bath.... Weather these few days rather cold, seems to me a water heater is indispensable... Lol...Going play CS now... Rain 'jio' me, cannot turn down a girl wor!~ And tomorrow's a working day.... Mon blue...

Take Care
PoLaR BeAr

The Career & Education Fair 2008

2008-03-01T00:28:00.005+08:00

Made a pact with my DY CO Mdm Tay, decide to go with her to the Career & Education Fair 2008, because I was unsure of what course to take, and what the workforce has to offer... So by sheer luck, Mdm Kristin let us stack early....

She is a meticulous driver I must say... Average speed of about 40 km/h... Haha... We reach Marina Square half hour later, with the carpark's slots all filled up... So she said, " U look left, I look right. " We circled the entire carpark for 15 minutes before spotting one slot... After parking, we proceeded to the convention centre for the Fair. Surprisingly, there were not as many people as I thought it would be... So while waiting for Jian Zhong, our 121 Sqn former clerk, we walked around the place, trying hard to get accustomed... Then he called, stating he has reached, and was under the red balloon! Lol... So she made a joke out of it...

I took some brochures that looked revelant, but other than that, I was relatively lost... Particularly due to the fact that this was the first time I went for this exhibition, fortunately Mdm was there to advise and guide me along... She introduced to me the significance of tourism industry as a source of finance in this Lion City, with the implementation of the 'Casino Thingy' and 'Singapore Flyer'... I have much to gain talking to her, and I must say today is certainly an educational day for me... We toured around the various booths, looking around for 'tourism industry' brochures, and not forgetting the SIM ones... At the same time, I was also looking out if Rain was in the house, but no sighting of her.... Sob...

We were getting a little hungry by then, and it was nearing 7, so we proceeded to Sakae Sushi for a sumptuous dinner... I never expect her to treat us, because all along I hate the idea of a female treating me! Nevertheless, she assured me that her bonus is nearing, so $90 is no kick la!!! By the way, she holds a Lieteunant Colonel rank... Lol... We chat, talk cock sing song, and at the same time, advising me about my career path...

We ate various sushi, followed by a bowl of rice, don't really remember the name.... Teriyaki with curry? Doink... Then we finished off with Tempura Ice-Cream... Mdm ordered some 'Dunno What The God Damn Ice Cream', but all that was served was two little pathetic sweets... We laughed at it, and we shared the Tempura Ice-Cream.... Really a mammoth I must say, so contradicting compared to the pathetic sweets! A great disparity in terms of size, but the price differs only a few cents.... Lol...

After that she drove me to Chinatown MRT Station, where I travelled by MRT home... I reached home real shacked, and after my bath, settled down to reading all the brochures, followed by my blog! Gotta have a game with Rain before I retire for the night... Really want 'concuss' le....

PS : Rain, U reach there so late, and I don't know U at ur institution's booth... Sob...

Lots Of Love
PoLaR BeAr

Just to Update My Stagnant Blog...

2008-02-25T13:19:00.002+08:00

Yawnz... Oh man! The feel to blog not really there.... Only play game play game.... If not for Lil Imp I won't care less... Lol... Today just went to the polyclinic to consult a doctor... Last Friday my mother bought back Nasi Briyani for me... I don't know why, I simply love malay food.... Unfortunately the vegetables were cooked in early afternoon, and by the time I came back from work, it was close to 9 pm... So hungry I was, I just whacked at it... See la... Anyway good also, need not report for work... Muahahaha...

By the time I reached the polyclinic, it was near 9 am... The queue was extremely long.... I waited till I dozed off... Kkrrrrrooookk!!! I waited for more than 100 people before my turn, and I was already half dead... Luckily the doctor I consulted quite fast and efficient... I was also worried about my health, because recently I spotted some ants on my toilet bowl.... Our family tree has a relatively high risk of diabetes, regardless Type I / II. Diabetes is hereditary, so as a precautionary measure, I decided to take a blood test.... Luckily, the blood test turned out negative... Moreover I drank quite a bit of soft drink during Chinese New Year... God Bless Me...

I have many wishes.... One is to watch 'The Leap Years' with a girl I like, I saw the preview, and I must say it is nice.... So romantic yet.... Think the correct word to use will be 'mixed feeling'. Too bad I daren't ask her out, somemore broke also, no security to go out... It is bad to be a pauper, guys... So must earn as much as possible ok?

I am going to take my driving test maybe in March.... Too many people have been boasting that they can drive, so I better not be left out.... Lol...

Also feeling happy, because I am one step closer to my ORD date every second... But I won't count down, because I felt stupid doing so.... No point, not gonna change the fact that U gonna ORD at that date...

PS : My sister made ai xin lunch for me... Don't envy me wor!!!

Muackz
PoLaR BeAr

Today's Outing

2008-02-17T21:19:00.006+08:00

Hello guys and girls out there! Miss my blog? Hope not ah... Don't be addicted to my blog, it doesn't do you any good... Lol... Today's outing, quite memorable for me, I met up with both my secondary and JC friends.... Don't worry Rivaldi, I have sent your regards to Mdm Pang... She is still very pretty for her age, mind you.... Very very pretty.... It has been so long, and she didn't change one bit... Except she dyed her hair brown... And her children... Oh man, they are now grown up...Time flies....

As I slept late yesterday, I woke up late for breakfast, and by the time I bathed, prepared myself, it was 9 am... Then I realised my house has no more orange in the refrigerator... Lol... So I went to the fruit store nearby and bought 4 Pakistan mandarin oranges.... Erm....Hybrid? Lol...Complexion so smooth, and fresh orange colour, It caught my eyes, so I was thinking, must buy the sweetest and nicest oranges for Mdm Pang! No wishy-washy attitude allowed!! By the time I reached Bedok Interchange, it was bout' 0930H? I saw Peiling, Mei Fang and Stephanie chatting away.... Minutes later Kai Yee and Felix appeared from nowhere, and we boarded Bus. 16 to her house... It is quite near to Bedok in fact... Few stops away...

At a distance, we saw her house unit 17... It is magnificient, and the surrounding quite peaceful... We were greeted warmly by she and her husband.... We made ourselves comfortably at home, and she played the host... Soon after we get ourselves accustomed to her house, we started chatting about our old days.... Reminisce is bliss I must say... Forgotten and lost memories started recollecting, mixed feelings... Although she no longer teaches us, she still cares for us.... She asked each and every one of us what we are doing now, and what are our plans... Also gave her valuable advices to ensure we are on the correct track.... Anyway she supported my teaching as a career.... And I decided to go for it.... In a blink of an eye it was 12 noon already.... Sameer promised to come visit her, so we waited for him... Frankly speaking it was ages since I last seen Sameer.... He became more mature, though still as crappy as ever! Lol...

We crap a little while more before bidding Mdm Pang goodbye... We will visit you again Mdm Pang!

We and the girls parted at the bus stop, as I overheard them saying they going Sentosa... Lol! In this stupid scorching weather? I was feeling the blisters surfacing from my skin! As we were feeling a little hungry, and also wanted to spend quality time with one another, we proceeded to KFC for a hearty meal... We met up with Joseph there... It was near 1345 H when everything ended... So we bade farewell before making my way to Plaza Singapura... I want to watch so many movies... 'Kung-Fu Dunk', 'CJ-7' and 'Jumpers'... But no marathon ah! No time la! So while waiting or the show to commence, I and Terrence went window shopping... Hmm.. The clothes there quite nice and surprisingly affordable... A belt caught my attention, but it costed $50... Still quite ok la... Never buy in the end... Must plan my budget carefully!

So we chose Jay Chou's 'Kung-Fu Dunk' in the end... The show is nice, and one con : Jay still played the cool, so some scenes were little 'fake'... Other than that the story line was pretty good... I remembered Will Liu wanted to dunk the ball, and ended up being pricked in the armpit by Jay's teacher! Lol! The story a little touching at the climax, hence raising the rating to a 3.5 / 5... It was near 1900 H when everything ended, and I took a ride home from Bernard's BMW... Quite shacked for me today but meaningful... From Bedok to Marine Parade and fro, then to Plaza Singapura...

Guess my next outing will be meeting up S-11 guys... To discuss some major issues.... (F.Y.I S-11 is a CS clan I joined recently) And yes awaiting for my ORD date!!! LOL :)

Lots Of Love

PoLaR BeAr

Sentosa Flowers 2008

2008-02-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

Hi guys... Uhm... So sorry not able to blog frequently, as I was busily preparing the CNY's stuffs...Haha... These few days really tired me out, house visiting, playing games, outings and steamboat with my family... Seriously happy, I must say, a long long break... And I requested for a day's leave from my OC... Life has never been better for me, schedule so tight... Just feeling sad,not being able to attend primary school CNY gathering with Mr Chong and company... T_T

No worries though, my purpose today is to blog blog blog, about my Sentosa trip earlier this morning... I really am a country bumpkin... Harbourfront Interchange also alight wrongly, alight at the Vivocity bus stop... Zzz... Fortunately not very far, just one stop to my destination... We were slightly late this time, reaching about 9 am? We met our aunts there before boarding the shuttle bus.

Upon reaching there, we were greeted by warm smiles all around. Haha, I cannot resist the temptation, and started snapping away ... Sad to say, I feel this year's event was not as wonderful as the previous one... The flowers do not have much variations, and they don't look as lively too... Attached below are some pictures I chosen... They are considered the better ones... Others just don't look appealing...

The scorching sun causes some mild blisters on my hand, and we toured for about 1.5 hrs, before bidding Sentosa goodbye... We were getting a little hungry then, so we proceeded to 2nd Aunt for lunch... Lol... It was 3 pm when everything ended...

Yanwnz... Gotta end abruptly... Must sleep now!! -_-

Lots of Love
PoLaR BeAr

Just updating my blog...

2008-01-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

Yawn!!! Feeling so shacked after a day of work... In case you all don't know, today is my birthday.. So I requested for my OC to give me a birthday off... Very bad right, but heck care lah, also want to ORD le, nothing else matters...

Too bad Mr Suharto died of multiple organs failure, so our sqn Fokker-50 got activated to fly MM to Solo to pay his last respect to the leader... Our pilots... Must be damn shacked out...

Special thanks to Bernard, Ming Zhi and Terrence, you all remember my birthday! Sorry, don't mean to turn you all down... I bankrupt le... I won't have the mood to go out if I have no money with me... No sense of security... Lol... Promise once I got my allowance, will set aside some amount to go chill out, ok?

Recently nothing better to do, only eat, sleep, eat, sleep... Even becoming lazier and lazier to blog... Don't worry, will still try my best to do it... Now looking forward to CNY, going to get myself a LCD monitor, mine like 'zhao sek'... Lol... I am a Dota freak, so I need a good display panel...

Going to PS... my eyelids getting heavier and heavier...

Lots of love
PoLaR BeAr

B'day Celebration With Adeline..

2008-01-20T02:52:00.000+08:00

Hi 'peeps'! Back here to blogging... These few days feeling really unwell, virus possibly got transmitted when I was talking to Cpt Allan on Thursday... Also didn't manage to go Cpt Lim's wedding party and Sock Geok's 21st birthday party... Feeling down and guilty... T_T

Anyway I really looked forward to Adeline's birthday party... The venue was at Island Resort, so Qian Yu and company told me to meet them at Bedok Interchange to buy some construction papers, saying it is a request from Adeline... By the time I reached there, the sky was appearing ominous and gloomy, and I saw no one at sight, so I met up with Candy.. Yan Song was sitting beside Candy then, and I did not realise that.. Because it was ages since I last met up with them, it was really hard to recognise their faces...

We took Bus 401 to the destination, chatting non-stop along the way, trying hard to catch up old times... Upon reaching the chalet unit, we were welcomed warmly by Adeline's parents... We were a little 'bo liao' then, so we took some pics... Mind U, all these pics have undergone some editing, because they are really huge in size, and they were rasterised, so I have to input some lightings, and also to eliminate the noise...

I realised then I did not have spare change, as the presents were shared among few of us, and I have not paid Cheng Ying, so I went to the provision shop to get my change, little did I realise that my unit was near Marcus'... He is our admin clerk for 121 Sqn, so I was surprised to see him there... We chatted for a while and excused myself as I can see him 'bbq' till so shacked...

Everyone arrived at about 7 pm? We ate our dinner before we proceeded for our photo session... My camera cannot perform well under dark condition... So pictures taken were blur and vague... I even took one for Gui Qi... She bullied me all the way... Lol! She is one little imp to be careful, her pinch can cause excruciating pain, maybe she too adept in that... Other than that, she is a good person to hang out with...

After that we showed Adeline a video made by Justin, Qian Yu and Zi Heng... It was really sweet, and I was also touched by it... We proceeded to sing her a birthday song, and I swore, I sang from the bottom of my heart.. I meant it... I wished for her to be happy. Time passed real fast, and it was like near 10 pm.. I was feeling tired, as I was sick, although I slept like a log early in the morning...

I bade Adeline and her family goodbye, before taking my leave... I was considered lucky to be able to rush these pictures from Yan Song... I promise to add in more candid photos taken by Candy... She was sleeping, so I dared not
disturb her... Lol...

Guys, I find this gathering really meaningful, and we promise to meet up more often... We will stay like this forever, funky and carefree...

Guess I got to PS, or things will get draggy... Ya, don't just read my entry, please also comment on them, be it pictures e.t.c.. Gonna catch 40 winks...

MuAcKz
PoLaR BeAr

Sad Sad Sad...

2008-01-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

Think today was a sad day for me, very very sad day.... I was ranted by my superiors for no apparent reason... I was eating chewing gum, and then 'she' asked, " Who permits u to eat chewing gum in the ops room?"

I was like zzz... But I just don't want to argue on with her. I can feel my tolerance level wearing thin... But just bear.... U gonna ORD peacefully!!!

I was also sad, because suddenly so many activities will be happening.... Tomorrow's our squadron piss-up, but because I need to do something (cannot say, or secret will be leaked out), I cannot go.... This Saturday is Adeline's and Sock Geok's b'day, and Cpt Lim's wedding party...

All start at the same time, and (as I have not met up with my primary school mates for about 10 years?) therefore decided to go for Adeline's b'day.... Sorry for not being able to attend!

Sometimes in life U have all the opportunity U have, but there is only a choice to make... This little chance will determine your destiny.... So my advice to U guys out there - 'Follow your heart'. I truly believe in it...

These few days there will be less blog entries, as my leisure time gets lesser. But no worries, I will try to blog blog blog, even though life's not about blogging....

T_T
Sad PoLaR BeAr

Mini - Gathering With Rivaldi

2008-01-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

Hello guys! Miss me? Lol... As promised, I had to show U all some of the pictures taken, however I didn't manage to snap much, as Rivaldi is relatively shy! By right, I should write up the blog yesterday, but I reached home about 9 pm, so after a hot bath and late dinner, I was already 3/4 dead... Lol...

It was my fault, as I did not make it on time for his touch-down... He landed on time, but I was half hour late... I had expected some weather, which may lead to a slight delay.... Anyway, Cassie, Chee Yi and Kai Yee were already there when I reached. I was frantically searching for him then, afraid he had gone off... So when I saw him, I felt my heart ached for a moment. I wanted to apologise to him for the tardiness, but I saw his warm and welcoming smile, so I dismissed the idea... He did not really change much, except his accent. The once handsome Chee Yi and humourous Kai Yee had also become thinner and 'botak'... Wakaka...

Of course, they were extremely envious of me I am able to retain long hairs. We reached Bugis approximately half an hour later, and we proceeded to 'Si Ma Lu' to pray. Bugis is really packed at that time, and the humid weather made us rather frustrating...

The temple was packed like a can of sardines, so we 'chop chop' prayed for our family's well-beings. By then, we were really hungry and steaming hot, so we went to Bugis Junction for some source of air-conditioning. We ate pasta at 'Pastamania', but Rivaldi yearned to eat Asian food, and we were so hungry, we forgot all about it...

So we went back to the hawker centre near the temple to eat 'char kway teow' and oyster omelette. I promised Rivaldi to make his stomach bloat, but Rivaldi's appetite is no longer as good as I thought it used to be. Can U guys imagine how rushed we gobbled our food? Lol... Poor Cassie, don't blame us for making U gain weight! Anyway U so small size!

I want to thank Kai Wen personally... Despite his hectic schedule, he still made time to meet up with us... I really saw his effort... Rivaldi was damn happy, I can guarantee...

We 'talk cock sing song' till about 6 pm, and both Chee Yi and Kai Wen were meeting up their girlfriend, so we took a group photo before bidding one another goodbye... Aarrgghh! I was not inside... Wasted right! Nvr mind la... I loved snapping!

By the time we went back, only I and Cassie were with him.. Kai Yee was shacked, and some were busy with their stuffs, Cassie had something on too, she wanted to go Parkway to meet up with her friends... Thanks a lot Cassie! Muackz!

The remaining 1 hour was relatively quiet, no one spoke much, probably all sad that he had to leave us, or maybe we were shacked... We parted happily, and he said he will come back to visit us again, probably around August, maybe for 3 days... I promised a chalet if possible, maybe 2 days 1 night, as we have commitments and our own activities to do...

This gathering is quite ok I guess, but I feel I have not done enough for Rivaldi... I know I am capable of doing more, and I will... Rivaldi, I will wait for your return!!!

Lots Of Love

PoLaR BeAr

Mixed Emotions...

2008-01-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hello guys! Realised my blog a little stagnant, so decided to pen some thoughts down...
Today was considered quite a shacked day for me, as my mind was not with the ops room, only thinking of going to the Mess... Our Changi Mess is considered to be one of the best places for army personnel to gather together...It provides all the facilities U ask for, be it pool house, gym or karaoke, of course not forgetting the bar-girls! As this is a place strictly only for 3Sgt and above, by right I am not allowed entry to this place... However, the people there are all very nice... So entry is not a problem...
Upon reaching the Mess, I realised that my stomach was growling like crazy, so my dear 'Elmo' served me a bowl of hot laksa... This laksa was a little special, and I don't know how to describe it... Its soup base was boiled with tuna flakes, and added with rose buds and peppermint leaves... It tasted funny at first, but slowly the taste kicked in, it tasted wonderful...

Sgt Leong then chose a song for me, Tank's ' San Guo Lian'.. This song is relatively hard to sing, not at all easy to catch the right tempo... Moreover, U have to sing from your stomach, which was not cooperating well with me due to the spicy Laksa I have just eaten... After that I sang Tank's 'Fei Ni Mo Shu', followed by Will Liu's 'Jia Nan Mei Di' & 'Cai Hong Tian Tang'...

It was reaching 8 pm at that time, and Sgt James wanted to catch the 9 pm TV series 'The Golden Path', so I went off with him... It is really a nice show, mixed feelings I must say, because it instills in us love, care and loyalty... It is both heart-warming / wrenching at times.

Tomorrow is certainly a day I have been looking forward to... My bestie Rivaldi is coming back! He mentioned that he wanted to eat all the Asian food in Singapore, so I gave him my word... I want to make this day a memorable one for him, so I and Cassey and hopefully Chee Yi, will accompany him all the way till he departs...

Sec sch guys and girls out there, I don't know what are the underlying reasons for not attending this gathering, and I freaking do not wish to know, cos I believe Rivaldi will respect your decisions, however he is also very very sincere in meeting up with U all... To those who have strong reasons, do not blame yourself, and thanks a million, but for 'those' and let me re-iterate 'those' who cooked up a 'cock and bull story', please go do some self-reflection...

It is certainly not easy to plan such gatherings, and I freaking hate it... So instead of supporting me, U all turn me down flatly... I felt this 'turn-down' gesture is too much of a coincidence, and I don't wanna probe furthur, I wanted to bottle it up initially, however my sister encouraged me to let it out...Nuff' said...

To those readers out there, I will try to include some pictures, if possible, for tomorrow's event... Guess I got to catch 40 winks, or I will not have the energy to 'walk on' with my bestie... Lol...

See Ya
Lots Of Love
PoLaR BeAr

Dedication To My Brother James...

2008-01-07T18:18:00.000+08:00

Hi guys... This is my first blog of the year! Previous ones are all past blogs, so nothing to be proud of.... Actually to be honest, my blog is gonna be very boring, as 80 % of my life is dedicated to 121 SQN... Haha... Moreover, there will not be any pics as photo-capturing devices are not allowed in base...

This blog entry is dedicated to my dear Bro James. I want to sincerely thank him for all that he had done today... I promise.. I will try to make this as boring as possible...

James is a very nice fellow, seemingly quiet on the outside, but if U take the chance to know him, U will realise he is actually a noisy guy... He is industrious, when it comes to getting a job done. He is enthusiastic, when U 'jio' him to drinking alcohol....

Every NSF has to undergo several commitment studies, purpose is to know how Singaporeans feel about NS. Apparently I am ord-ing soon, so this may be the last survey i need to do. Unfortunately, Heaven makes sport of Man. I got news from S1 that I have to go CAB 'E' for this 'crap'. So I was like WTF! WHY SO FAR!

CAB 'W' is approximately 16 km away from CAB 'E', so I will have to sit bus 9 from Loyang to Tanah Merah MRT, followed by bus 35 to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal.. It will take about 1.5 hr to reach my destination.. Upon reaching there, I will have to take a cab in to airbase. As taxi is not allowed inside, I will have to walk an additional 5 km all the way to 145 SQN, which is the venue of the survey.

I was reluctant to go at first, but think I am 4 months to ORD, so I dismissed the idea... I complained to the officers and specialists, saying "Wa Lau, why lidat!" No one was going there that day, so no help was rendered..

Then Sgt James told me, "Don worry, let me fetch U there." I laughed and nodded, not taking his words seriously, as he is a happy-go-lucky person. When I confirmed later on, I realised he was not joking...

Upon reaching there, Sgt James instructed me to call him once I was ready, and that he is going medical centre. He sent me home after that cursed survey, and I was very grateful for what he did. I wanted to 'qia' him to roti prata, but he declined, as he did not feel comfortable with his flight suit on...

This was a little act my friend did... It was not something worth dedicating, as people would ask, but this little act saved me from much troubles, making our lives easier and wonderful... At the end of the day, our bonds become stronger.

James makes a wonderful friend I must say, and I will repay him wherever possible....

I always feel that my blog doesn't look like a typical one, it looks more like an essay, and I hoped this little difference stands out from a normal one...

Gotta PS

Lots of Love
Polar Bear

My Trip to Sentosa Flowers 2007

2008-01-05T16:40:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody... I am back to blog blog blog again.... Cos these few days rather busy with CNY's stuffs, I have no spare capacity.... Anyway, it's the last day of our "public holidays", so we muz play hard....
It's a sunny morning, and we sit Bus no 30 to Harbourfront.. Keke... Actually I have nvr been to Vivocity all my life.... So i am a local bumpkin... It doesn't look very grand too, so i felt more relieved... We alighted soon after, and made our way to the nearest hawker centre for a drink... The service there is damn damn fuck up... And i curse and swear.... @ the drink seller.... I wanna say no more....Hey... No vulgarities!!! ooops sorry!!!
We waited patiently for our aunts to arrive, and we rode the shuttle bus to the "flower garden"... I was freaking eager to test my N73!!!
We reached our destination about 20 mins... The service there is very 'bagus'... the shuttle bus is very spacious, and while we walked down the paveway, we were greeted by warm smiles and well wishes... there are many enthusiasts taking photos.... I too snapped away like nobody's else business... I manage to take one in close-up mode... it is about a butterfly (or moth)?
I love it absolutely... It is as if the butterfly a.k.a moth is posing for me f.o.c!!!! thank u!!!!

I am wondering if I should post all the pics, cos the size are all over a MB... Nevertheless I will try my very best, as I want to liven up my blog!

Think I will just post 9 pics, as it really takes too much time.... I am really proud of these lil beauties....

Feel free to drop some comments, Tks!!!

My Good Friends in Sec and JC

2008-01-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! I have created my first blog, and I am very excited. It's past midnight, and i can't get to sleep. Unfortunately for me, i have gastric flu, which is not very good for me, cos i have to report to base for work the next mornin'. With this post, I wanna highlight friends that have been staying deeprooted in my heart.
I list my friends according to placing, in which my mother is the first. She will never be replaced in my heart. Strict she is, she has a spirit of a mother. Cos my parents were separated at a young age, she brought I and my sis up painstakingly. She perservered, without succumbing to the cruel fate. Well, she did it, and we have her to thank for.
I have an indonesian friend by the name of Rivaldi. He speaks Bahasa Melayu, but he surprised me by retorting he has a chinese name " Ming Han ". He is one of my best friends i ever had.. He never fails to make me laugh when i was down, though he keeps his problems to himself. I am very happy to find him through friendster, and every day i will think of him... PLS!! I am not a gay. It's just because he is the best among the best. He loved getting into fights, and he always managed to evade getting caught. Despite his " urge to fight", he is very setimental, when it comes to relationship... My only wish is to have a game of DOTA with him...
Chee Fan is also one of the guys I wish to highlight. We lost contact right after I got my o level results, but managed to find him through friendster. He is from Bedok North Sec, while i was from Ping Yi, so we are not really close. But my one yr in tuition class rendered us becoming closer to each other... He is a great thinker, though some of us called him " Taiko King ". We have boot camps rather frequently, when nearing the 'o' levels, and so we felt stressed very easily... We will attend class @ time 0800H till 1400H, then we will have lunch @ a nearby coffeeshop for bout' 2 hrs, then we will play soccer with other tuition mates, and we will continue studying again till 2200H. Life there is very very fun, despite the round-the-clock revision. Ever wonder why? Cos he was there to crack jokes, and crapped with us...
Terrence is another guy i wanna talk about.... He is a crazy Sin Huey fan, and will urge me occasionally to buy her album. Well, i am a supporter of piracy, and even my Windows is a pirated copy, let alone an album... He loves playing pool, and he is oso the one who corrupted my mind, instilling to me fishing as a hobby. He is oso another sentimental guy, afraid to confess to his " loved one " bout his feelings. Such things can't be blamed, cos i am oso like tat.. Sigh... We have many common interests, including singing. He is the one who broke my mental barrier of going to karaoke lounge. He is not persuasive, but he tried till i relent... Haha.. He is cool...
Ming Zhi a.k.a Charlie... Some gals out there might have heard of him...He has an affinity to S'porean gals, as to why, I am not sure... The first day of my JC stay, I nearly got into a fight with him.. He is so rowdy, and he glared @ me as though i was a thousand yr old enemy... He pushed me, urging me to a fight... As the days went by, I began to understand him... He is very open-minded, super duper open-minded... He leashed strong words @ people, ignorant of the dire consequences. Nevertheless, his personality improved significantly after I socialised with him... His sarcastic remarks seemed to vanish completely, though sometimes he still do it... Well, as the saying goes, " A leopard can never change its spot ". Haha... Nothing more bout' him, but he hates homos, and butches... Is that how U spell it? To end it, he is a fun guy to be with...
Okie... I must end this now, or things will get out of hand. This article is a brief descriptions of my friends... I wrote this so that i will remember them forever, hopefully... (unless I got Alzheimer disease, I forgot about my blog address)
Everyone, stay funky!!

Hi... My First Time On Blogging..

2008-01-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

Hi... I am PoLaR BeAr... This is my first time creating a blog, so if it sucks, forgive me.. But wit perserverance, I can create an ideal blog... Firstly, I wanna wish those who have viewed my blog a happy new year..They will be the ones who spur me to do a small article every day..

Why the emphasis on a blog? I was ignorant in the past, thinking tat doing up a blog wil be a waste of my time, but now, I beg to differ. Blogging is a way to "destress" myself. By writing wat i feel, i can share with the world my feelings and my comments. With my experiences, I can educate people on the rights and wrongs, and to indirectly create a betterment of society.. Hmm... Feel I am talking rubbish? Then i am open to comments. By doing so, i also can learn from other people's past experiences, and grow from it... This will definitely mould my character, to become a better person... Agree? My blog may contain explicit contents, like vulgarities, but PLS.. No offence... I have no ill intentions, and as I said, i do it just to express my thoughts & feelings...

Are U ready to set out on this journey with me? C'mon, let's go!!!